Alan Humm: a poem



Polstead


A village hall will chew your sound

and swallow it;

will roll it round like thunder.

Foldback helps:

speakers that, pointing back at you,

give every note the logic

of a pen on paper.

All we had were instruments;

notes that, you realise later,

had the dull intransigence of mud.

Blood on the pickups,

and your voice its own worst enemy;

each song weighed down

by an acoustic like dull water,

roiled and thickened and abraded,

yes, but don't forget

how you relentlessly expressed

yourself. That thirteen minute

ballad, crafted – grown

in your bedroom.

All the extremes you went to...

What's the opposite of honing?

Dulling. Hacking

at the guitar; rubbing your voice

against the limits of your voice.

Music wielded like a fist,

insisting on the thing the audience

was trying to resist: yourself,

writ large, and larger still,

until the band, all of its gleam

and tilt, had the loud lack

of clarity of a megaphone.



Alan Humm is the editor of One Hand Clapping. You can find more of his writing here.