Yvonne Reddick: a poem



Waterland

There are still pike in Jesus Ditch. The length of three finger-joints, quicker than dactyls. Gone before you can say "Jack Pickerel".

Drowned land, drained land, where earth is silt and blood and river. Fen Ditton stippled with pools, Milton's vocal reeds.

City built on water, don't you know the Wash is inching closer?

Everything swayed by the way

of water, both path and walker.

A drift of apples drips from a tree.

Hazelnuts flow past on the water's skin,

nutshell nacelles channelled to its brim.

Flash of a flank, the surface speaking circles.

A bargeman on the far bank plays blues from a different delta: If it keeps on rainin’, levee’s gonna break…

George Gordon stabled his mare

in the meander meadow.

They swam naked and unsaddled, watched by yellow irises.

Along the bank, he walked

a bear.

His pool is jammed by a concrete weir.

When the levee breaks, mama, you got to move.

"More Côtes du Rhône, Amira?"

"I'll grab a beer."

"Cassie, read my chart!"

"I'm better with cards." "You irrational hippies. Haven't you heard of probability theory?"

"Sssssh! She needs to concentrate."

"You've drawn the Moon. Watch for undertows and tiderips, the lake's skin of ice."

"The junction by the Parade's already underwater."

Names become water –

colour: Swavesey,

Fenstanton, Waterbeach.

Past flytips, brambles

and fields cropped by shearlings,

I swam in spring fishrise

through weed-clotted water.

The arches spoke echoes.

The current led to waterlilies –

a damselfly nymph shed its skin

on mine and dried its wings

but autumn found a drowned man

floating where I'd swum.

If I ever reach the Head of the River, I'll raise a glass to my father's ghost – out there on the freezing Isis, his crew plying eight blades. "Pull like you're pulling a townie off your granny!"

…what it takes to make a mountain man leave his home.

Water crowfoot city, willow-roots in your cellars. City of Daphnia, winter coughs and Weil's disease. Sloe city, jade vine city. Your fellowship of swans and muntjac.

We stopped dead at a giant bronze hare –

it stood in the garden of a dissolute peer.

My man said he wished he'd trespassed

over the boundary fence and pissed.

Ely's belfry sails on wetland mist. Eel Isle, culverts of fish-poachers and fyke-nets.

My friend Ellis trapped an eel and kept her till she silvered. She was thirsty for salt – slipped her tank and slithered back to her sea-road river.

Each eel an ell of Atlantic.

Goin’ down. Goin’ down.

Winter nights when the Granta can't

rest in its bed. Casts its coverlet across

the meadows, floats over the Orgasm

Bridge as mist, sleepwalks in the courts.

Old stream who hushed me when the horizon seemed to capsize.

When the levee breaks, mama, you got to move.

Streets of dumpster foxes and essay crises, from Cam Causeway to Mariner's Way. Town of smashed bottles, chucked bike-tyres cluttering Bin Brook.

The North Sea remembers its channels,

and you, city of rivers, will need to weather it.

The skeleton whale in the Zoology Museum

back in its element. Darwin's fossil sea-

lilies stretching their stone tendrils.

Carved gryphons sprout gills and algae.

The Fellows of Bradbrook College

sit at high table in an underwater dome.

A library sails between clocktowers,

mooring where it's needed.

Old waterway, bless me in outwash,

reed-roots,

ground glass.

Set me adrift

surrounded by grave-goods:

a hairclip, china

cups. Leaves of a tea-bush

for these warming Northern latitudes.

When your willowed meanders

roll under the seabed,

a woman will pan the dredger's silt

for lithics and bone splinters.

The sediment will birth

cracked tankards, bottlecaps,

a shucked-off ring (now tarnished),

the broken urn of my pelvis.

My fragments will lie in a vitrine

in the floating museum

with coin-hoards, scabbard chapes,

the last Fenland bittern.

Mei rang – told me she was carrying

a girl. She kicks and pivots in her water-bed,

passenger voyaging towards the light.

"Tell me some strong female names –"

When the levee breaks, mama, you got to move.

My sister's children's children will

weigh anchor. Sleep over the waves,

hunt under them. Raise

fish, graze kelp, their voices remembering

gills. They'll listen

for whales in the shell of the ear.

Carina in the sky-sea, pray for us.

Capricorn of slow nights, lead us.

Vela, grant us a following wind.

Cetus of the depths, uplift us.

City setting sail, barge-and-tarpaulin town. The meadows, seagrass. Octopus in the undercroft, barnacles on skylights. During storms, the bells of Caius and Queen's still ring beneath the water. Your children plotting courses for all points of the compass.



Yvonne Reddick is an AHRC Leadership Fellow, researching poetry of the Anthropocene. Her publications include Ted Hughes: Environmentalist and Ecopoet (Palgrave) and Spikenard: Laureate's Choice (smith/doorstop). She is an editor at Magma.